I’m Lost

Have you ever had moments where you feel that there can be no way That God is with you? A moment where you feel so alone? Maybe you feel that somehow you have stepped into a place that even God can’t reach you?

Whatever situation has brought you to this place, you can be encouraged by this verse from Psalms. Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.

There is no place we could find ourselves in that would be out of reach of God!!  That is such a relief for me! We have to remember that our feelings are probably the most deceitful thing about us. Our feelings can lead us astray and make us believe all sorts of things. We are able to take those thoughts captive and put our hope and trust in the God of the universe! — feeling loved.

Forgiveness

I have spent quite a few years struggling with this particular concept. Not that I don’t understand forgiveness. I understand the importance of forgiveness, and have tried to live my life without bitterness or malice....but sometimes there are things that we deal with that almost seem like there should be an exception. We try to justify the wrong that was thrown upon us as a reason to hold a grudge. 

Every time I believed that I had truly forgiven, the resentment would sneak back into my heart. ❤️ I hope I’m not the only one that has had this struggle. 

I know that God’s Word is clear that to be forgiven we must forgive. Just like in the story of Joseph with his coat of many colors; he was sold into slavery and later was made second in command to Pharoah. We have to set aside our small minded thinking and realize that the things that were meant to harm us, God can use for good. 

Prayer: 

God help me to always choose forgiveness over resentment. Help me to trust you, even when the road I am on is confusing and uncomfortable. I thank you for your Word that guides and directs me every step of the way. Please forgive me for holding grudges, and continue to purify my heart. 

Amen